Jerica Jay,
Sweet child of mine. I love you. Yes! You are mine if only for a little while. I didn't give you life nor will i be "Mom". I do, however, have a special place in your life. I teach you to trust, to be secure, to love. When you enter my home you become my child. It is I who will hold you, feed you, change you, and most of all, love you. I will tend to all your needs, walk with you when you are fussy, laugh at your first smiles, cry when you leave.
Each time one of you leave to begin your new life with your adopted family, you take a piece of my heart along. You also take my sincere prayers fo happiness, joy, laughter and especial
Jerica Jay,
Sweet child of mine. I love you. Yes! You are mine if only for a little while. I didn't give you life nor will i be "Mom". I do, however, have a special place in your life. I teach you to trust, to be secure, to love. When you enter my home you become my child. It is I who will hold you, feed you, change you, and most of all, love you. I will tend to all your needs, walk with you when you are fussy, laugh at your first smiles, cry when you leave.
Each time one of you leave to begin your new life with your adopted family, you take a piece of my heart along. You also take my sincere prayers fo happiness, joy, laughter and especial
Being with you held time
still for years on end. In
all my life I never felt the
way I did when I was with you.
Your love was like the
wind, I couldn't see it, but
I could feel it all around me.
When in your presence
I feel that the sun is warming
my skin, when you are absent
the ice winds hit my face.
I once was told love conquers
all, but now that you are gone
all I do is fall. My wings are
broken; my soul is fading and
my heart in pieces. Your voice
is all that clamed me. In my
dreams is when I see your
smiling face, feel your warm
embrace, smell your intoxicating
scent and hear your lulling heart
beat.
Current Residence: in the ice box of the nation Shell of choice: don't know Skin of choice: My skin Favourite cartoon character: SUPERMAN/ GIR Personal Quote: " I am NOT a Mexican gutter slut!!!!"
Favourite Visual Artist
Amy Brown, and Dali
Favourite Movies
The Shawshank Redemption, Constantine, Hero, Crule Intentions, Gone with the Wind
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Adema, H.I.M, CKy, Linkin Park, Mest, Green Day, and many, many more
hey how ya'll doing i just thougt it was time to put up a new journal 'casue the last one was a christmas list...so yeah. i have nothing really new to say...my life is dull, except that im being stalked by my ex....thats always fun(not) i got a text msg today, while im chilling in my truck waiting for my dad, saying to "look left" and there he was. who does stuff like that its a little creepy.
Oh yeah my family will be up this coming weekend from GA, i havent seen them in about 10 months so that will be cool. we have what my aunt says a built in DD (designated driver) who is my cuz because she is preggers WOOT...:D
all and all im doing good
well as told by ~Mignion (https://www.deviantart.com/mignion) here is my christmas list
*a pet monkey
*martini stuff(glass, posters. ect)
*another camera
*stuff for my new baby aka my car
*money for my bills
*money in general...(im poor at the moment)
*movies/cds
well there it is, not much but oh well....
i just thought i should put something up here 'cause the last time i updated this thing was in June. so....yeah....
anyway everythings ok im living thats the main part and i am not on the side of the road somewhere bleeding...
well see ya